sorrrrrrrrrrrrrrry people

salam

okay okay , i know you people mesti totally like pissed with me sebab tak hapdate bende nie like almost a year. I so apologize for not hapdating it, bukan aku tak mau, cume tak der mase jer. Well anyway , as predicted by paan, aku keje now at MWRH, limerick , stab city, banyak giler togher, langsung tak posh, soooooo not manhattan, like totally kampung, penuh dgn makcik2 obes-gallstoned like body habitus, yang busuk serta demanding. Padahal patient non-private, belagak macam private!!! WHAT U think u in great portland streeet hospital in london ka?? ( victoria beckham beranak here), WAT , u think u in manhataan ka???. AND WHAT u think u masuk hospital untuk bercuti ka? padahal bontot bersinus, yang discharging, and then kerek kerek nak cerita pasal holiday depa kat las palmas ( WEIH RIMAS LAH!!!) , then buat hal nak mintak bilik private!!!!. AND YA, dun let me start about those NURSES, perkataan nurses says it all. BEING THE SELF CONFESSED TWO FACED BITCH I AM, stakat nie my hubungan AKU dgn depa baik, bolehlah nak cerita pasal coronation streeet watever, tapi tgk muka depa pon kenkadang aku tak tahan. First few days was really like super CUAK, siap needlestick injurylagi segala, u guys can imagine how the blood was drained out of my sistem in just a few seconds, cam nak pengsan jer aku.

Anyway i DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO so miss my student days, i DOOOOO miss the days when i cud go to sri house cam tuh jer, without having to think of work, i DOOOOO misss all you people!!!!! LIKE SUPEr SUPER SUPER MISSSS U PEOPLE.! walaupun limerik is my home for the next 6 months, i still find it foreign ( biaserlah, aku nie kan posh sket, tak biaserlah dgn bandar yang togher nie walaupun aku duduk di sebuah rumah besar yang selesa dengan 3 bilik ( wakakakakaka, matilah kene tembak dgn uncle), i still miss cork. ANway, kepada yang berada di cork, limerik, sligo, dublin, jemputlah datang rumah iyer ( matilah kene kejong dgn kak toh).

wokey people, iALLAH i have time i update sumore, nak tido now, esok wardround kul 7pagi, uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!

hello ireland! :-)

phew......you have no idea how long it took me to log in just to write a few lines in here, considering how long i have been on hiatus. geez luckily i am not a superstitious kinda person otherwise i would have abandoned this entry altogether. well i know, i know, it has been a while and to those who were wondering what has happened to me for all this time let's just say i'm still figuring out my way through this little journey called life.

it's been more than 3 months i'd say since i left Ireland. the land i called home for more than a decade long. to come back at last to my home of my future. it hasn't been an easy ride i gotta say since i set my feet on malaysian ground. of course it made me wonder if leaving Ireland was in fact the right move for me nevertheless i am here and the only thing that left for me to do is just deal with it and make the most of what i have in hand. it made my life a little bit more exciting though. i'm talking about everything. life here is not at all as i expected in every single aspect i could think of. everything is different, the weather, the people, the culture and the most of all the responsibilities. the moment i got home i noticed my responsibilities on my shoulders like a huge rock suddenly fell from the sky with a vengeance i may add for my long period of absence. not necessarily a burden, it depends on how you look at it. at times i can't help but secretly wish that i was back in Ireland. never thought i would see the day i utter those words nevertheless that exactly how i felt in fact still am feeling that way sometimes especially when on the road!.

regret? nah not at all. coming back was just the next step in the game of my life. sooner or later i have to face it. do i miss Ireland? the question that seems quite popular among people here. hmmmmmmmmm............yes, i miss it a lot! you never know what you get till it's gone fellas! that's human nature. of course i do miss it a lot. the customs, the cultures, the weather ( can't you believe it, i miss irish weather!!! it's true), most importantly my friends who have been my family away from home. the laughter, the weekends, the picnics, rollerblading, all those things that we did together i cherish them till the day i die and oh yeah those little kids especially peq no', nattie, aquila and the bee and jesus, how i miss them all!. like it or not things won't be the same anymore no matter how badly we try and hope for them to be like they were. you will know once you guys are back , we will be close and yet it will feel so far away from each other and as a heads up, we definitely lead our own separate lives here! we can't help it but i hope we will still be close in this virtual world. :-)