the da vinci code teaser!!!

talk about forbidden love........

the other night i went to see king kong, was entertaining and enjoyed it very much, the movie was ok but the company i went to the movies with were better. with couple of friends, stuffed ourselves with great food syaznay cooked (as always) first then off to the cinema. since we had 30 minutes left before the show starts we figured where else can we go to kill the time so we went to mc donnald's and there we went having ice cream sundaes and coffee, basically i was ready to go to sleep with overly bloated stomach when we got our seats in the theatre. nevertheless i was awake the whole time during the show, it was nothing compared to any of the LOTR trilogy then again it was indeed full with action sequence that kept my ass off the seat most of the time. kinda weird since it has so few lines for a movie that runs almost 3 hours long.

it didn't occur to me that the ape actually likes the girl (naomi watts) until at the middle of the story. i kinda knew how the story goes just never realize it in my mind, the thing is i can't help myself but wonder in what way actually this unmistakeably tall, dark and hairy stud feels about the girl and vice versa. maybe they look at each other as pets or maybe long lost friends nothing more....or is it? talk about forbidden love! well the way i see it this scary big beast was missunderstood, underneath the tough and gigantic exterior lies a very lonely heart, i suppose he longs for company and being the only giant gorilla there well go figure, (i wonder what happened to the rest of his species maybe he's the acromegallic or gigantism in gorilla)

as usual greed in human nature ruins all and the poor ape reached his doom the moment he laid eyes on the girls, bitten and fighting the T-rexs, the giant bats and the army. he should've eaten or crushed her when he got the chance rather than playing with her. it's more like beauty and the beast story and in my humble opinion the movie was ok and a piece of entertainment worth checking out.
oh yes, the da vinci code trailer shown before the movie was awesome can't wait till may 19 next year!

it's quiet for a change....

yes finally a little peace and quiet for me today, can stretch my legs and take it easy for the day. as christmas approaching you wouldn't believe how everything in this hospital almost at a standstill, people more relaxed and simply don't wanna do any work. yes, the party and holiday moods have finally reached their therapeutic level. i guess that's a good thing. at least the giving out, roaring and shouting will be kept at a minimum level. i meant to be working on christmas eve, a collegue of mine managed to swap the call 2 days before he went home to malaysia and i did his saturday instead. he paid me back by doing my christmas eve, kinda annoyed at first since you get 9 hours worth of double-pay rate for that day work but now i feel relieved not to have to come to work on that day, well just for a few hours in the morning making sure everyone's ok but still the thought of you gotta work while everybody else is at home having fun, really depressing! i know some of my friends will kill me for saying those stuffs since they are on-call on this weekend. no worries guys, double pay!!!!!! that will keep you guys motivated.
i had a little get together last weekend, boy was i wrecked! and it was nothing compared to syaz who kindly enough to help me out with the cooking, a lil bit of cleaning and "entertaining" my guests (what did i do then?!). to me it was a great weekend although some of my close friends couldn't make it for obvious reason - work and work and work. it was a weekend well spent and i enjoyed it very much. to those who left rather early that day missed a mini concert in the house. boy! you wouldn't believe the talents these "people" have ( sworn to secrecy so no names) you think you know someone but you have no idea that they can even dance on the coffee table, ballet dancing and even sing "bangau oh bangau"!it was a indecribably awesome night. i had fun. the foods!!! my goodness, i can't even begin to describe how good they were. in fact they were so good we have to cook some more in the evening time as my hungry guests cleared up the dishes rather unexpectedly i mean we kinda underestimated our guests' hunger and intake capability hahahahaha!!! i better stop talking about the food, got heartburn as we speak, immediately after thinking about the food, man i'm hungry!! better go look for something to eat and get back to work. well i got things to do as well even it's a quiet day unlike some friends of mine who can leave and go home in the middle of the day. hope it stays this way. i'm gonna have a cup of coffee now........

WELCOME TO WHEREVER YOU ARE

the other night i was feeling really shitty bagai nak rak, turned the tv on and i went to the window, just staring at the darkness outside wondering just what really made this feeling even begins, was having a bad day alright. then for some reason i heard this song playing on tv, wasn't even watching but the words caught my attention and damn right it did make me feel better, so i guess i'd like to share it with you guys, the new single i guess by bon jovi..........

Album: Have A Nice Day
Track: WELCOME TO WHEREVER YOU ARE


Maybe we're all different but we're still the same
We all got the blood of Eden running through our veins
I know sometimes it's hard for you to see
You're caught between just who you are and who you want to be

If you feel alone and lost and need a friend
Remember every new beginning is some beginning's end

Welcome to wherever you are
This is your life; you made it this far
Welcome, you got to believe
That right here, right now
You're exactly where you're supposed to be
Welcome to wherever you are

When everybody's in and you're left out
And you feel you're drowning in the shadow of a doubt
Everyone's a miracle in their own way
Just listen to yourself, not what other people say

When it's seems you're lost, alone and feeling down
Remember everybody's different; just take a look around

Welcome to wherever you are
This is your life; you made it this far
Welcome, you got to believe
Right here, right now
You're exactly where you're supposed to be

Be who you want to be
Be who you are
Everyone's a hero
Everyone's a star

When you want to give up and your heart's about to break
Remember that you're perfect; God makes no mistakes

Welcome to wherever you are
This is your life; you made it this far
Welcome, you got to believe
Right here, right now
You're exactly where you're supposed to be
And I say welcome…
I say welcome…
Welcome…

yumm...

ni khas untuk ema yg teringin tosai...haha...tgk gambar cukup la ye...
ni tosai enak kat the infamous rest. Kayu. waktu aku pegi masa balik msia haritu. nanti kau turun penang aku bawak pi.


this is my sister, tengah menikmati roti canai kosong favourite dia. ( she wont appreciate her picture being in here, but hey, what she doesn't know can't hurt her!)

sunday morning..........

finally come sunday, yes i'm getting outta here, thank god although in less than 24 hours i will be coming back again to this place. it just occured to me that i have only 20 days left working in this place. after 2 years of busting my ass from one specialty to the other, i would be lying if i say i will not going to miss this place, it is like cork, i never consider it as my place of choice to live however i feel attached to it somehow. it grew on me over the years and so did this hospital, without you know it you actually become part of the place and there would be "separation anxiety" like emotion when leaving here. it made me realize though that in my whole life i never got what i wanted....i guess, instead i always end up with the next best thing. as i see it, the end results were not as bad. feels like there was a pattern in life, that throughout the course of your life you can almost predict which path you going to end up with and it just happened. i bet you guys don't have a clue what i'm talking about but it seems to me that's the way my life is to date. i used to be so scared not knowing what's gonna happened in my future, i gotta have a plan and forecast of where would i be, what i'm gonna do and how is it gonna be done but now i couldn't care less of all those s"*t. feels like i have no control at all so why bother. i would blame my job which is distracting and time that moves so fast that goes away while i haven't had time to grasp the reality at that particular moment. just like missing a train that doesn't stop at a station and the only mean to get on it is to hop in and when you keep missing it everytime coz you are not fast enough to catch it the longer it takes to get to the destination and the more stuff that would happen along the journey you're gonna miss. this is sleep deprivation talking well i'm sure nobody would understand anyway. the best thing to do at this moment is to get some sleep and i bet i would want to delete this entry when i read it again later after i gain my sanity back

i can't believe that i have to be in theatre today, again!!!! damn! operating with someone i don't really get along well, not something i'm looking forward to and even worse it's AAA repair, that's 3 hours long torture!!! what else i'm talking about nothing but bitching about work. i have been in theatre all week, i know operating is fun but there's only so much operation one can do a week, those surgeons operate twice per week and right after that they gone while we have to stay back picking up the pieces left behind, monday was urology, tuesday was colorectal, wednesday was vascular and today another vascular, talking about wide exposure!! well now i'm waiting for my locum boss who was suppose to be here err half an hour ago....where is he now? god only knows and knowing me that i have to be somewhere else as well as waiting for him for the round, i become so restless and anxious, man why do i feel this way? they can get someone else to scrub for the case, so i kept telling myself. apparently this guy i'm not seeing things eye-to-eye with can't work with this other guy who actually meant to be there (wonder why)as a result i came to the picture, i feel "honoured". oh well, i just have to put up with it just for a few hours then, (god please grant me strength to go through the rest of the day, to keep awake and to hang on to the retractor throughout the surgery!!)

Fakhrul Iman...

Tahniah buat Dr. NURUL&FARRA (bukan Nurul&Ajai... tu nurul perempuan...) menyambut kelahiran Fakhrul Iman pada 5.25pm 26/11/05.

Nurkilan,
desaputra...

Kiriman Gambar :





Then kalau korang nak tengok gambar kitaorg... click je link ni :

http://desaputra.fotopages.com/

Cau..cin...cau...

First contribution...

Kabare guys.... my first word in this blog....

Salam pertama kali dari warga Waterford (just tinggal beberapa hari je pun kat Waterford)... tapi nak gak bubuh benda sikit dalam blog ni masa kitaorg masih lagi duk kat Waterford...

This coming Ahad.. kami sekelamin nak balik m'sia (jgn jelous... esp Pa'an), balik 3 weeks then balik Waterford 27/12... 30/12 dah nak pindah Tralee (Bye-bye Waterford - Welcome Tralee).

Nasib baik dah dapat van nak pindah (30/12 - Jumaat).. pasal 31/12 ~ 02/01 seme org cuti. So kitaorg dah siap kemas... ni buktinya :

Tinggal den punya office je... +++ baju-baju sikit...

caussss.......

number of bonks per year.....

an outing with leia and syaz yield a few intresting facts.........
durex ( maker of condoms) buat survey and they found out that :

• czech republic people had sex 1.542 times more than thier malaysian counterparts peryear on average !!!!!!!

banyak lah tuh jugak kirenyer.......

Welcome home pplz!!!

Haaa Leia, apa lagi, tangkapla la seko due tupa tupa ozzie
tuh! Nwayz, aku pun ala-ala stranded gak kat Cork nih. Dah seminggu lebih tak gi kelas. Ari-ari duk termenung kat dalam bilik aku yg kecik tuh tunggu Mas balik kelas. Muka aku ni dah sembab-sembab tido byk sgt! Niha aku baru je mandi sbb lagi 2 jam Mas nak balik dah. Ishk...syoknya kau nak balik dah, nak dgr citer sensasi hehe:) Aku cadangkan kat kau, cari satu kedai kopi yg ade tupa2 eko tegak, order one 4 urself, drink it and savour ur book (also the tupa eko tegak),hehe!!Buat balik seko kat aku bleh?

























Kitorang kat Cork nih sebenarnya tak tahu menahu flight details korang nih. Sri pun sampai ari sabtu gak ke? Pukul bape korang sampai nih? Byk luggage ke? Kalau sampai sekali, kenalah bawak dua keta dan mungkin dua trip kot? Sri Abe tentu byk beg nak angkut. Korang nih nak balik umah terus ke nak aku masak kat umah Ema dan makan2 dulu? Ishk, kalo Paan baca nih tentu tension (dia on-call w/end ni). Kenala kasi tau aku kan, takut aku masak tapi korang penat sgt dan nak balik umah tido. Isk...rugi w/end.



Eii...bosannye aku! Nwayz, mlm ni Syaz+Mas nak ke umah Ema, tido kat sana. Smlm Syaz sembang phone ngan Ema (dia baru lepas nangis rindukan Syaz ngan Mas..hehe) dia syok sungguh semua orang nak balik dah. Yelah, ade kawan2 pompuan tulen seperti Leia dan Sri. Adeke dia kata Syaz ngan Mas ade PUNAI!!!Ema bukan main sekarang. Cepat Leia, come and rescue us plzzz!!!Hilang dara kitorang nanti dibaham Ema! Hehe...sori Ema cayang, main2 aje...I LOVE YOU!!Muah..Muah!

To Paan, nak letak gambo kau klik aje kat kotak kecik yg ade gamba langit biru tu, sebelah tande Tick yg ade ABC tuh. Mas yg ajo aku.

Kayla semua. Take care.

bosan...

mas, wth was that?! hehe
Been in the Changi Airport for the last 4 hours and will continue to be here for the next 5 hours (!@#%*&!!!??) until my flight to Heathrow. THEN will be in Heathrow for another godforsaken 9 hours before my flight to the godforsaken county Cork.
For the last 4 hours i have been:
in the loo 3 times ( only for peeing, unlike some people...hehe)
toured ALL the shops for at least 3 times
bought cosmopolitan and a novel called 'The Lovely Bones'
drank Snapples and slept in one of the somewhat comfy airport seats for 40 minutes
bought some Clinique stuff just to cheer myself up even when i don't really need them
checked out tall broad-shouldered Ozzies (shh!don't tell u-know-who)
bought some cookies to munch on (to hell with my waistline)
surf the 'net
HELP ME!!!!!! I CAN'T STAND THIS ANYMORE
maybe i'll go take a nap again....

TUPAI

TUPAI

Halim Yazid
ado seko anok tupa
atah jula mokte
kudung eko perut lapa
jale cari make

kejadie tuhe
dipanggil namo tupa
asanyo dale hute
sejenih mamalia

kalu pasa jakit kot dehe
diolah yang paling panda
jatuh jare jare
kerano dio tok sobar

sepanda panda tupa melopat
jatuh tanoh jugok
nok wi gamba ore jahat
jange telajak bangok

ore jame ari tu
pakat hambat tupa
bimbe ko woh kayu
takut tokde besar

nyo durie duku
kalu de nyo kerik tupa
pendek tahun tu nyo
durie tokde nak jual

ore skampung tupa seko berambak
hari hari nyo pakat likung nyo pakat pekong
tupa tokleh lari

setakat bedil ado
tupa habih mati
hok ni lah sayo raso
kito sangak rugi

kito manusio tinggi mano
pung kito ngaji
nok wak tupa seko tentu skali
doh tok jadi

lonih kampung atau bandar
jare bulih tengok
bapak tupa ibu tupa
jale bowok anok

raso sie sungguh
tengok seko anok tupa
kerano telajok kuruh
sapa tokleh (nok) niti pagar

bulu bulu pung habih luruh
air mato bera bera
mari dale baruh
bokali kene racun tebaka

urghhhh......this place!!!!!

oh my god! for those guys out there at home, i like to issue a warning, upon your return just prepare yourself to a possible seriously infectious type of depression that would render you paralyse from frontal lobe down to brain stem, you just dead! honestly why the hell did i come back to this place?! the thought of getting back to work is dreadful and it even worse when you actually back at work, damn, the weather is cold ( what a surprise!) the past few days the whole country has been foggy the whole 8 hours of daytime, oh come on!!!! as if 16 hours of night time is not enough, the whole day is gloomy and dark, feels like in the arctic already. nothing much goin on since i don't have the mood or drive to do anything however there was one good thing that happened recently that has helped enduring this agony, HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE!!!! verdict : love the movie and it did justice to my favourite book of harry potter saga although i wish there were more in the movie. seems quite fast moving from the beginning of the movie all throughout the movie. this is a 100% biased opinion so it is not reliable as a guide to those who want to watch it bacause i will always say it is a fantastic movie to see. i saw it twice already, sad but true. ok then i have no idea to keep going so let me just log off, go home and sing karaoke. till then may the depression be with you ( i ain't gonna let myself feel down on my own )
shit how the hell you guys attached pictures into your entry?! that's it i'm outta here

sorry lama menyepi

hi guys.....sorry lama tak tulis berita.first week demam.afiq pun demam gak then second week we went to kelantan n terengganu. sure korang boring kan withiut us there especially afiq. well, we r coming back next weekend...ala sedihnye... anyway, ada sesiapa nak pesan apa2 lagi? so syaz apa citer baru? camne loan? thank u for taking care our house n especially princess. ok guys got to go now .take care n we'll see you guys next weekend

It's been a while huh?

Honestly, Syaz has been feeling quite depressed lately. What with everything that's been going on lately in my life. Pretty mentally exhausted and physically tormented. Been having these agonising 'palpitations' too. I've just come to realize the fact that my stay in Ireland for all these seven odd years is and has been pretty much fruitless really...Had a meeting with Prof. Quigley earlier on and was given an ultimatum. One week he said...no more than that. medical school's out of option...you must go to banks...

Not really in the mood of elaborating much. Come to think of it, I've been hoping for something that's out of my grasp. Well, Kubang Kerian here I come!

What I can say right now is, it's going to be really hard to leave the life that I have become so accustomed to eventhough I have to be quite honest to say that it's not really an easy one though. I guess all of you guys, my closest of friends has known that for a fact. The thought of leaving you guys, especially made my already frail little heart aches in pain (it has been aching quite a lot lately).

My twisted mind can't help but to think of just the negative things that has been and going to be. Can't really comprehend positive thoughts right now even with Mas's persistence of the contrary (very much appreciated though). I'm going to allow myself another couple of days of grief and reflection.

Thank you everybody for being such great, invaluable friends...


p/s Mesej dari Mas: Paan tolong bawak kamera kau dengan gambar minggu lepas. Aku nak copy. Thanx.

Rumah

Kesian korang yea boring ke kat Cork...Aku malasla nak tensionkan korang and sesape yg tak balik ngan aktiviti2 yg kitorang buat di sini...kang gambar taik princess pon korang amik pasal tension and boring sangat....
Pasal rumah punya heater....leave it....nanti kang balik2 sejuk pulak rumah...contrastla pulak ngan kat sini....thanks a lot for looking after the house and the cat though....
Aku dah angkat DVD cerita2 hantu yg pelbagai...so sape2 budak yg balik M'sia tak payahla beli lagi unless korang mmg nak buat collection....Yg ade ialah (ade yg aku dah tgk kat sini tp takpe buleh tgk again) : The Exorcism of Emily Rose, The Wig, Dark Water, The Red Shoes, The Skeleton Key...Yg non hantu theme : Fever Pitch, Longest Yard, Four Brothers, Guess Who, Bewitched, Herbie Fully Loaded and Kicking and Screaming....Sekian dulu...

Silent Partner Sri

fresh: new pictures of pemandangan rumah abe sri

skali lagi, another entry on sri abe, lepas nie korang mesti ingat aku obsess dengan abe sri, dahlah dalam folder picture aku separuh gambar afiq, well, tidak sebenarnyer........betikut adalah gambar rumah korang ( abe sri) in case your surfing the site. Gambar2 nie still fresh, baru sejam lepas ker aku ikut syaz pegi rumah ko bagi makanan kat anak angkat ko Si princess

gambar diatas menunjukkan gambar rumah korang 4 hari korang balik, takder perubahan......

also gambar syazG tgh bagi si Princess makan, but well thats not important but what is IMPORTANT is THAT HOT CUTE JUICY ASS !!!

4 hari ko balik, alhamdulillah tak der ape-ape perubahan BESAR kat rumah ko cume ko dapat SURAT jer......

and ya , if korang ( abe ker or sri) bace bende nie, please refer to the 3rd picture from the top, gambar mesen heater korang, korang nak kiteorg tutupkan ker tak ??, sebab mesen tuh cam on jer, rumah korang panas gaklah.......

3minggu abe sri balik

forgive me people, aku memang boring hari nie, so kalau korang tak nak bace bende nie pon takper, tapi kalau korang dah baca sampai perkataan 'sampai' aku syorkan teruskan jer. Nak stadi malam nie, hmmmm tak der mood, nak tido, petang tadi dah tido, so skrang wide awake, nak makan kenyang.....so berikut adalah poem-pictorial yang aku concort while dalam keboringan ini yang berjudul ' 3minggu sri abe balik'

3 minggu sri abe balik

3minggu abe sri balik, 3 minggulah vimto sri tak dibuka

3 minggu abe sri balik, 3 minggulah kasut bola abe tak digunakan

3 minggu abe sri balik, 3 minggulah cooker sri tak masak........ end

seriously, the poem soooo tak masuk akal.......wekekekekeke!!!!!!!!

abe sri balik!!!!

malam nie aku agak boring, syazG tgh layan cite korea, so aku postlah lagi gambar abe sri balik mesia last saturday

walaupun pagi buta (kite orang tolak dari rumah 32 kul 4.30 , dari rumah sri kul 5.30, samapai airport dalam kul 6.00 ker) afiq masih mampu memberikan pose yang mengancam serta fotogenic dah sangatlah berkualiti advertisement.....hmmm, well tengoklah sape gurunyer...bagus afiq! teruskan usaha

walaupun pagi buta, sibuklah pulak counter aer lingus, ingatkan datang awal kosong, tapi line panjang giler......geram gaklah

Sri tgh posing disebelah koleksi-koleksi bag yang akan di bawa balik.....mujur jer tak bawak balik satu rumah!

aku end dengan quote menarik yang baru di petik dari cerita korea syaz tgh tengok yang diambil dari leia tadi:

"men are pigs except your dad and priests"