i can't believe that i have to be in theatre today, again!!!! damn! operating with someone i don't really get along well, not something i'm looking forward to and even worse it's AAA repair, that's 3 hours long torture!!! what else i'm talking about nothing but bitching about work. i have been in theatre all week, i know operating is fun but there's only so much operation one can do a week, those surgeons operate twice per week and right after that they gone while we have to stay back picking up the pieces left behind, monday was urology, tuesday was colorectal, wednesday was vascular and today another vascular, talking about wide exposure!! well now i'm waiting for my locum boss who was suppose to be here err half an hour ago....where is he now? god only knows and knowing me that i have to be somewhere else as well as waiting for him for the round, i become so restless and anxious, man why do i feel this way? they can get someone else to scrub for the case, so i kept telling myself. apparently this guy i'm not seeing things eye-to-eye with can't work with this other guy who actually meant to be there (wonder why)as a result i came to the picture, i feel "honoured". oh well, i just have to put up with it just for a few hours then, (god please grant me strength to go through the rest of the day, to keep awake and to hang on to the retractor throughout the surgery!!)