tudung ker?

something intresting, what struck me most was the creativity the girls had in creating the video itself.

make sure speaker computer on!

it does look comical, but the message the video was trying to convey was very clear....

salam dari NAVAN

wow, i just realized that this cerita kita blog might as well be cerita aku sorang jer since obviously i'm the only one seems to concern enough to contribute the entry into this blog. come on guys what happen to those other contributors? god knows, besides i don't even have internet access at home and still manage to drop a FEW lines here once in a while. man, i do have a morbid talkative syndrome, if there's no such thing in the world perhaps i'm the first. i'm not surprise having diagnosed by dr. syaznay, currently 5th year medical student soon to be the world known and gifted psychiatrist, to have a hypomania, maybe this is one of the features ain't that right syaz? urgh psych....
well i'm in Navan as i type this. for those who have no clue where it is, get off ur ass and find a map as i have no idea either. all i know it's somewhere in the middle of ireland in co. meath. you will not believed how entertaining it would be really to drive up to this place. i was kept awake by laughing at some of the small towns' names as you go through along the way. how the hell the came up with the name, i don't wanna know and worse how could people survive living there, imagine introducing yourself hi i'm from Cock. what?! yes Cock, there is such place. think born in Tanjung Rambutan was bad enough, i think this one is worse.
i never thought i would say this but Navan actually quite a nice place, kinda pretty on its own way. yes it feels more like in smalltowns in the UK. the place where i work is okay. relax, too layback really and the people are quite nice. for some reasons i can picture myself actually working here as full time staff. i know i may have loss my mind. as for now i just wanna leave as i'm going to Dublin to aziz's place. traffic probably bad, usually bumper to bumper at this hour in M50 or any roads in city. well at least i can sing as loud as i could since living in the bastard and bitches (B&B) i can't even talk loudly. payback time.........

Mosh & Siti Blogger

Hello friends. Siti and mosh hereby announce the launce of our blogspot which at the moment filled with photos. Feel free to visit and comment at http://moshsiti.blogspot.com.

confession of a confused mind

I remember day when I left home, 22 september 1996. I can play it over and over in my head like tape player in fast forward mode. I remember it rather vividly as if it was yesterday, it was in Subang airport. The place was crowded with people, I guess mostly just the relatives and friends of ours, saying some last wisdoms and goodbyes to us, a bunch of 19 year olds sailing to a whole new and different world. It felt back then that this whole thing was such big a deal and it felt like we were leaving the country for good. It was indescribable feelings to me, couldn’t pick any one of them out for sure it was a whole bunch of feelings all thrown into one and happy or excited definitely not one of them. I remember feeling really sad and the thought of being away for whole 6 years in IRELAND of all places didn’t help either. of course it didn’t occur to me that I will be back for summer break. At the time 6 years seem so far away and I was already looking forward to coming back home after graduated in 2002 , different century altogether.
But what happened? It’s 2006 for god’s sake and I’m still here?! What was I thinking? Honestly I can’t even answer that question myself. careerwise? doesn’t look like it’s going anywhere, happiness? Barely, achievements? Don’t even go that way. I guess I’ve been lying to myself for so long as well as living in denial. So far I managed to deceive myself with promising extra qualification which by the way is not even recognized back home, well at least on paper I would be a member of prestigious college of surgeon although in reality I have no operative skills. I thought I had everything planned really well obviously not well enough. On top of that, most recent unfortunate events back home really got me thinking and re-evaluate my priority and reasonings. Frankly I’m lost. Miserable and sad. Same kind of feelings I felt when leaving home almost a decade ago I guess.
Arghhhh!!!! how could this happened? How could it get so wrong ? and Where do I go from here? i'm a mess.....................................sigh

isteri si pengembara masa

never before i read a romance or love storybook but this one really hit me as one of the best written book i ever read. started off as 2 of my friends who actually kept going on and on talking how good and touching the story was. i finally gave in and borrowed the book from Mas who expectantly one of those 2 book fans. just wanted to see what the hype was about but it wasn't until 3 weeks after i borrowed the book that i started reading it. i was locked outside abe and sri's house this one fine thursday afternoon right after we said our goodbyes to Ema who was going home that very day. i was in my own car by myself while the rest of the guys in Sri's and thought we wanted to go downtown. unfortunately my phone battery went dead which was quite unusual i must say to happen to me. so as i don't remember any of those guys' number except leia and syaz, well syaz's phone doesn't really count as it is as if almost cease to function or even exist, i decided to wait for those people at Sri's house. i mean outside the house since i was thinking they will be coming back home soon anyway. i went across to Aji and Uncle's place in case they're home at least i can get quite a protection from the cold weather, talking about bad luck, they were also out. left me no choice but to stay in my own car. to kill the time while i was in my car, shivering in the cold i saw the book i was talking about earlier. might as well i read it rather than feeling sorry for myself on how today was such a bad day for me. 'TIME TRAVELLER'S WIFE' written on the cover, somehow it gave me the impression that it was based on the 50's. little that i know that in the next few days i was hooked on this storybook, worse than when i saw the korean drama siries 'ONLY YOU'. for some reasons after i read the first paragraph i was practically spellbound by the words and style of the storytelling. this Audrey lady whose last name i could never pronounce nor memorise the spelling is such a great writer. her writing was so captivating and the story was even better. i could feel the joy, the suffering, the pain, the magic and dilemma these 2 main characters had to go through all their lives. maybe my overly imaginative mind had made this more lively than others who read the book could imagine nevertheless i'm glad that my mind did that. it was a story about life built on true love with a little sci-fi thrown in it, although it involved different time periods, places and different ages of same person somehow never that i feel confused while reading it.in my humble opinion to say the story was good is such an understatement, to me it was an excellent story written in the best possible way of telling the tale, having said that i'm neither a book critic nor good at judging anything at all. for once it changed my view that love story is just for chicks and sentimental dreamers then again this is not just an ordinary love story. wish i had the book with me as a few lines i like to quote. right now as some knows that they're making a movie out of this book, i just hope it does the novel justice ........... although i said i didn't cry at the end of the book, i didn't lie indeed, i was just a bit tearful

Is this for real?!

Waaa!!!!!Sial betullah nasib aku nie! Memang masin mulut Mas! Syaz kena pergi Tralee hari ni! Attachment E&T. I can't believe it!Baru je Syaz nak settle down kat home sweet home. Baru je unpack barang2 lepas 2 minggu kat Limerick!Dah kena packing semula. Nasib baik ada E+Ariri kat Tralee. Mampus aku pening kepala naik bas ke Tralee. Takutnya aku! Muntah dalam baslah jawabnya. Baru ingat nak releks2 arini. Nak pegi umah Sri nak lepak2 dan makan Irish breakfast (hehe...)nak masak Strawberry tart ngan Sri (dia mengidamlah plak kan?) Kesian Mas...baru nak ada teman. Belum lagi sempat kitorang masak2 macam dulu2! Baru nak plan nak pegi Tesco nak beli barang2 rumah nak masak2 ke ape ke...aduh sedey nye aku. Holiday lagi aku nampaknye. Holiday jubo taik kate oghang ganu! Eheh...Sri dah sampai pun. Afiq takde Abe jaga. Kesian Sri, hari ni dia emotional skit. Dia sedih pasal arwah bapak Puchow.

Well, Syaz ada lagi 5 jam untuk enjoy dengan Sri dan Mas dan Afiq yang comel. babai Afiq! Jumpa Uncle Syaz minggu depanlah jawabnya...

lalalala....

highlights of the week :

1. tengok AWAN for the 2nd time ( NEVER and NEVER, WILL I EVER BE SURGEON)- at least this time ada awanlah jugakkan
2. korek bontot orang
3. met a man with an enlarged testis ( never have i seen something THAT big , other than mine-lah, wekekeke

no. 39

39 seana mhuileann ..... R.I.P

29 January 2006 marked the end of the era of ema’s crib hence our own hang out place. life has its own cruel way to torture us and this is one of them by taking away our house of hedonistic. Ema how could you!!!!!! Well the show must go on so we all kinda chipped in packing up her stuffs, cleaning the place and make sure that she got everything with her, then again we all know Ema. Throughout the whole ordeal we kinda reminisced the good time we had together and how we gonna miss it, subconsciously this small apartment had such a big impact and history to us all. Hard to explain in words but somehow I had this weird feeling that things going to change from now on. Believe it or not she was there for only 6 months but it feels like she had been living there for at least a year, for some reasons I feel more at lost than herself.

It took 5 cars to move her belongings to the new place and as usual the whole thing couldn’t go on without any drama. This one was no exception. Well Ema’s 32” Sony widescreen tv has its own stand and it had a glass shelf. This glass was removable. So we basically finished loading up the whole things into the cars and ready to rock. Leia’s car responsible for transferring the tv and was in the parking ground which needed the swipe card to get out of the lot. The remaining of the cars were outside. Here went the first car with the tv followed by the rest. For some reasons the tiny stretch road out of the apartment were filled with shattered glass as if there were cars accident which windscreens just broke into pieces. It was only at the new house when we realized that the shattered glass was indeed the glass partition of Ema’s tv stand. Turns out that the one who shouldn’t be named put the glass on the bonnet’s roof of Leia’s car intended to pick it up again and put it into the car, unfortunately….yes he forgot and no one including the driver saw it until it went off the bonnet’s roof onto the road when the car was moving. Hence the shattered glass on the road.

I guess there were 9 adults and 2 toddlers altogether and imagine the commotion we made when we arrived at the new house, it made the next door neighbour stepped out of the house checking on us, hell it even took zariena by surprise as well (Ema’s new housemate). Gosh felt like hari raya when the whole family come together and being the most noisy house in the neighbourhood. Was fun and the foods were good as well. At the end we had to leave Emarina to settle at her new house and some gotta go to work the next day so we called it a night besides I gotta go back to Limerick that very night. So there it was the end of 39 seana mhuileann apt……may it rest in peace.

aku marah!!!!

assalamualaikum,

AKu tulis dalam blog nie sebab aku nak marah. Kemape aku marah ? Baik jer aku cerita sebab kalau simpan simpan tak guna pon, tak kenape. Tak pernah lagi aku rase insulted , KECEWA DAN SEDIH sebegini teruk sekali. Actually lebih sedih berbanding dengan kecewa. Dalam banyak-banyak bende yang terjadi , selame ini aku simpan dalam hati aku , tak pernahlah aku rase seteruk nie, and aku ingatkan akan reda , tapi marah aku tak reda-reda gak sampai pagi nie. SO aku rase baiklah aku luahkan!!!!

Sampai hati ko buat aku macam nie, selame nie aku percaya kat ko , ko buat aku macam nie. PEcah hati aku. Sekeras-keras hati aku pon , tapi kalau sampai macam nie ko buat kat aku , hati mane yang tak pecah kan ??!!

dah macam-macam aku cube nak buat , nak tolong ko , tapi ko tetap buat aku macam nie, okaylah , tak pelah , kalau macam nie lah its gonna be, then aku tak kisah , sebab bukan aku yang pilih haluan nie, KO YANG PILIH !!!!!

AND AKU NAK KO INGAT, lepas nie, antara kita sudah tak der ape ape, senang tak payah susah-susah, biarlah aku dengan aku nyer hidup, and ko dengan hidup ko !!!!!!!!!!!!

TAPI SERIUS , AKU INSULTED giler!

OHHHH!!! IPOD KU , kenape ko buat aku macam nie!

kenapelah engkau pergi meninggalkanku

ADAKAH aku tidak menjagamu dengan baik ? adalah aku tidak membelaimu dengan baik !

KENAPE tibe tibe malam semalam engkau tidak mahu 'on'

BERKali-kali aku cube resusitate mu , usahkan CPR, malah shock pon aku bagimu dengan harapan engkau akan kembali hidup

tapi apakan daya, manusia merancang , TUHAN yang menentukannyer, engkau pergi meninggakanku............aku PASRAH DENGANMU WAHAI IPOD

walaupunku terasa insult, setiap memoriku dengan mu akan ku ingati setiap hari malah saat.

MEmori ketika aku berjalan ke hospital tiap tiap pagi denganmu masih segar di ingatan.......

macam mane abe akan mati kalau tiada PS'snyer,

macam mane Sri akan pengsan kalau wedgewoodnyer pecah,

macam mane SYAz akan PMS kalau tiada rokok,

macam mane Leia will never get out of the house without makeup,

macam emma rapat dengan EOIN'nyer ,

macam mane paan akan jadi gila kalau tidak boleh nyanyi for a day,

macam mane e and ariri rindu kat si comel,

macam mane siti K akan psychotic kalau tiada brown thomas,

macam itulah jugak aku dengan mu wahai ipodku!!!!!!!!!!!!

mungkin tiada rezeki, or its just pure bad luck , or skrang nie mungkin musim bende-bende elektronik buat palat? ( taklah sebab sejuk kot)-ps refer to the entry kat bawah

well aniway , aku merelakan engkau pergi wahai ipod, pergilah mu , satu hari nanti , kita bersua semua

-sekian -

ikhlas tapi jauh,

abang mas

30 zulhijjah 1426

when i think things couldn't get worse ....:-(

my life is just shitty although it doesn't seem that way i guess by others, well it has been anyway for god knows how long. i thought it will not get any worse than this and how ironic, the moment i think this way, indeed worse thing just knocking at my door. well i'm so sad, depressed and angry at myself and to circumstances (my biggest enemy believe it or not). why? something happened which had crashed my c drive of vaio PCG-572M laptop. it just gone, the drive simply completely wiped out. COMPLETELY!!!! i don't mind my CV or previous presentation or saved downloaded medical and work related articles went blank but not MY PICTURES!!! damn i should've learnt my lesson the last time ( it happened before) at the time i swore to myself that i would print out the pictures or at least back it up in cds. how can i be so stupid and procrastinate till history repeating itself. god i could shoot myself for letting this to happen.
what can i do anyway, nothing, no matter what, i can't get back what i've lost......shit happens. things are they keep happening!!!! ah well i'll get over it ...........:-(

bak CD Siti Nurhaliza 'Dari KL ke KL ke KL'

Tapi 'KL' yg ana maksubkan just Kota London....

Salam dari Kota London.. biarpun esok kitaorg dah nak balik Cork... punyalah sejuk kat sini, ni yang buat aku menyinggah kat CC kejap sebab tak tahan sejuk kat luar... hmmm E time ni duk asyik dengar lecture kot, aku dari semalam duk merayau-rayau sorang-sorang kat KL ni. Dah tak tahu pi mana lagi dah... yang aku tahu naik turun 'tube' ngan muka seposen... pastu jalan2 then tak tahan sejuk masuk kedai.

Tak ada apa yang menarik kat sini cuma banyak sign 'SALE'... 'Further Reduction'... '70% Discount'... kat kedai-kedai...

Kitaorg sgt tak puas hati ngan hotel yg kitaorg duduk... nilah pasal last minute cari 'padan muka kitaorg gak' just main sebat je hari selasa lepas (rabu flight kitaorg ke London). Dalam internet bukan main lawa lagi gambar biliknya.... berkilat macam kereta micra aku (selepas dibasuhlah), pastu 50meter dari King Cross Tube Station...

Actualnya.... bilik giler babi punya buruk & kecil (gambar dia tunjuk tu mungkin 20thn lepas kot time baru2 dia buka hotel ni)... 50meter tu dia tertinggal '0' satu lagi... so 500meter, nasib baik 1 je '0' tertinggal kalu 2 ke 3 ke.... mahu beku dulu jalan baru sampai. Nak kata murah... tak gak duk taraf 2 bintang je dah kat 100pound pernight.

Ok fine kalau just 2perkara kat atas tu, sebab 2 bintang ni adalah sarapan pagi... for 1st day semalam kitaorg turun makan.... berharaplah yang best sikit... tup!tup! just 2kpg roti kosong ngan creaker je... makan jelah kitaorg sebab lapar kan... then pagi tadi spt dijangkalah menu yg sama, yg kitorg terkejut nya butter yg diorag sediakan dah bercampur ngan exp date 07Jan06.. dah start terfikirlak aku ngan benda lain.. cam roti... exp kot, tapi rasa tak sebab ok je rasa. pastu susu... ok kot sebab bau sedap je... creaker.... ni tak tahulah sebab takde tulis lak epx date kat atas kepingan creaker tu... kopi... hmmm fikirlah sendiri...

opsss... computer ni da keluar warning time out,... caussssss.....

dari kokdiang ke tralee.......

YES we when to tralee last week people , and yes we again had fun ( as usual). And again , THAT certain someone beat me to have the entry up first (%^&%&!). Initially wanted to blog at 1230 am today , but was too tired after the trip from tralee, so postponed it till this morning , konon-konon nak bangun awailah ( read: 645am) , apa harapan, bukak mata , tengok jam pukul 810am, when at 830am i’m surposed to be at the ophthalmology department CUH……pecah hati aku macam kene gilis tractor 50 tan.

picture : bukit nie syaz kata macam tetek .....yes shaz , betul macam tetek , tapi kecik jer, kene pakai push up bra
picture : lepas penat bawak kereta at TRalee General , tunggu ariri

picture: syaz kalau naik kereta mesti se!nyap jer, kalau tegur jer mesti kene marah , kalau tidak MABUK

So alkisahnyer berlarilah aku macam orang gila (yes people ORANG GILE); ker CUH tuh dengan baju serta gigi tak gosok, muka tak basuh, tahi mata berbukit-bukit, tahi idung berbondong-bondong , mandi pon tak, cume sempat sembur minyak wangi jer dua tiga picit and tabor minyak rambut sket jer untuk maintain hansem. And obviously, being the COMMOTION QUEEN I am , yours truly almost created scene kat WILTON roundabout on its most peak-est hour while trying to cross the road towards CUH, nasib baik tak kene langar lori sampah, kene hon jer ..….tu pon malu giler…sebab kereta-kereta kat belakang sume tengok . Mase kat outpatients otak aku siap melayang lagi terpikirkan nasib aku kalau aku kene langar dengan lori sampah tadi , tragis sangat kalau kene langar lori sampah, kalau lori biaser at least mulia-lah sikit ….. dahlah tak mandi, pakai seluar dalam semalam lak tuh- so tak macho and tak hansem ( maklumlah muka construction-sebab tak mandi)……. talk about being clutzy, baru arituh mengutuk Dr. Horgan, a certain SPR….padan muka hah…amik kau!!!!!!!.

picture : rumah on the way to tralee, very irish

Well anyway , the trip to tralee seemed forever, lame giler rasenyer nak sampai. The only plus point on that particular Saturday was the weather, which was brimming with life, cerah giler. The trip was fun and as usual we had our mobile kareoke session on the car. Its been a while since I last made my way to tralee. The view, I would have to say was superb as the weather was great . We arrived around 1 pm at Tralee General Hospital. The hospital was so hospital like ( memanglah-kan, name pon hospital), kampong giler!!!!!!

Picture : siti eagerly waiting for the mee ber sos, sampai tergigit jari

Sebelum sampai , banyak jugaklah plan yang nak dibuatnyer kat Tralee-kan (read : AQUADOME, WAYANG) tapi as usual E n Ariri’s ’ house was too comfy, so we literally spent the next whole 2 days IN the house watching 16 hours of a Korean movie, sang our hearts out to a Sudirman kareoke CD, watched a Siti Nurhaliza konsert , eat spaghetti like there was no tomorrow and fussed over a motion detector in the house-yes people, we actually spent about 30 minutes in the hallway checking out the accuracy and the sensitivity of the system ( an electronic engineer, one medical SHO, one surgical SHO, one obgyn SHo, and one totally clueless med student- the other med student was in the toilet-berak). We were also entertained by Comel , E’s cat who urinated in the middle of the dapur sebab takut ( hmmmm, tak taulah aku nak cakap macam mane).

PICTURE : paan trying to demonstrate how sensitive the motion detector was ( time spent on the tangga = 4 hours)

And ya ,not to forget my harrowing ordeal of dealing with Shaz’s and Siti’s calls to go jogging pagi-pagi buta on Sunday (ME of all people bangun on Sundays TO JOG –That’s like asking me to go play soccer in the evenings dengan Aberina and budak-budak 96 – SO Won’t happen….wekekekekekekeke ). For some reason, suara Siti ( as in Kathy Ibrahim, not Siti Nurhaliza ) is still like in my head. If she was trying to get me out of bed, YES did she succeed so well in doing it ( dah lame kepale aku tak kene cabut and kene campak dari bangunan setinggi 17 tingkat while at the sametime kene langgar dengan kereta emma )

picture: mosh tumbuh kat tepi couch , and siti and paan watching the korean movie

Well in anyways siti shaz, thanx anyway sebab ajak aku….banggalah jugakkan !!!!! Continue on Siti , nasib baik tak jatuh dalam tali air kat tralee n tidak buat scene lak….you go girl!!...skit skit lame lame jadi bukit!!!! To shaz and siti ….. let me cherish my still active metabolic system while its still functioning at full steam…wekekekeke ( ketawa evil ), nanti bila dah stop, aku join korang, jangan risau tak lame stoplah tuh ( approaching 25) .

In anyways, ape yang aku dengar hari Sunday , konon-kononyer emmarina nak balik awai lah kan , tapi ape harapanlahkan , semuanyer sebab cerita korea tuh , Syaznay ‘Keenyah’ Louis macam telekat kat couch biru E tengok cerita itu, MOSH pon tumbuh skali kat tepi couch tuh , macam telekat lak dua orang tuh. The kareoke session was also intresting this week , as for once it had substance. Kalau tidak melalak jer without any meaning. Aku macam almost burst into a hysterical laugh bile Paan and Mosh crooned ‘AKU PENGANGGUR’ by sudirman ( yes PEOPLE, sooooo-lah meaningful). Mosh sang the song so-lah bersemangat that Siti’s calls for Sushi from Yamamori and a Kitchen Aid macam di-gerhana-kan. Takpe, siti usaha-lagi , never give up!!!!!

Betul cakap paan , cepat jugak masa berlalu, kelip kelip mata jer 2 pompuan and 4 laki berkinje-kinje cam orang giler melompat-lompat kat depan rumah E at 1030pm on Sunday night . Konon-kononnyer nak buat adegan lompat-lompat and lari lari lah kan ….wekekekkeke…tapi best jugaklah….well-well okaylah aku rase sampai kat sini jer aku-nyer entry, maklumlah, entry yang ditunggu-tunggulah katekan …pressure aku dibuatnyer……….

well all and all , seronok gaklah, the whole thing was a laugh indeed............

a weekend in tralee

What can I say, I just had a great time over the weekend in tralee. A good entertainment , company and good foods (I must say) by excellent hosts – so E and ariri, looking forward to the next one hahahahaha. Despite the trip back and fro, my goodness, the road!!!! (When I thought it can’t be any worse) it all worth it at the end. My company I travelled with and moi reached tralee at noon, just perfect timing for lunch and since we never been to the house, ariri had to pick us up. Where else could be the meeting point but the hospital, besides that’s the only place that I know in tralee. Damn!!! the hospital’s admin might have known this meeting point business goin on under their noses and clever enough to charge anyone who uses the parking space. Whatever happens to generosity and selflessness in people these days?! Hell I will not pay for the parking so we just have to adapt and be a little Irish (lil bit more than usual) – park and wait on the double line…….shit I live here long enough they hardly noticed I’m foreign anymore and we in Kerry for god’s sake!!! Ariri came and we headed to his house and collecting asyik and co. on the way.
At the house, nice one by the way, vely flesh woo, nasi dagang was on the table. Perfect!!!! We jumped straight into the opportunity to stuff our stomachs. Boyoboy what a dish!! I’m not that familiar with this kinda meal as I’m from the beautiful and thriving state of Johor. However I managed to finish 3 plates at one seating, no wonder my weight keep going up, damn appetite!!!! I didn’t sit for just one round my friend. Good food.
That very night I thought we were going to the movies as I was saying the last time I ever went to the movies was, bila ek? Maybe 4 weeks ago, narnia and whatever with the lion and the thingy, lots of options of movies to see for late shows. Guess what, we didn’t go……..as usual and we ended up singing karaoke till maybe 1 or 2 am. How could I say no to karaoke, just not strong enough. Good laugh, enjoyed every second of it, we layan sudirman and m nasir songs, surprisingly I know quite a few of the talented late sudirman’s songs, just never realized it, simple words but meaningful. We had the most fun I guess when we sang hoore, hoore. Brought back memories when we were just a bunch of 7 or 8 years old back in the good ole 80’s. shit we’re old!! Before that we watched siti nurhaliza’s concert in royal albert hall in London, damn that girl can sing!!!!! But she kinda holding back during the show, well maybe it would be different if I was there to see the live performance, but have I said that girl can really sing!!!! And pretty too. I fell in love with one of her songs apparently it WAS a hit back home I don’t know a few years ago, entitled “percayalah”, good melody and the way she sang it, so easy and effortlessly but her voice just captivating….this song kept playing over and over and over and over again a few more times in my head since last night even as we speak. Haunted by the song but I don’t mind siti , for you whateva…………percayalah (hahahahaha) I mean it though
The next morning, or noon rather I woke up, after a very exhausting night. I was surprised that syaz, ct k and mosh actually went jogging, for 5 km!!! man they were really motivated, it was a good day anyway. Where was I? on the couch sleeping in my shirt and khaki’s pants which by the way torn and exposing my right butt, thank god I decided to where something underneath the pants hahahaha. Had fried rice for breakfast and from that point on, I didn’t think we ever stop eating since then. To make thing worse I mean the eating part, we got hooked up on this Korean siries - only you. It’s annoyingly addictive, it’s a love story between a chef and

restaurateur so it has lots of foods in it particularly pasta (Italian restaurant). Go figure, we had pasta for dinner and fried chicken ala KFC. (nice one ariri –mintak resepi kau). I don’t even remember how many times I had to go the little boy’s room to make space for other incoming batches of foods. We managed to see 9 out 16 cds, each runs for about 60 minutes on average, pretty good eh? Took a break for another session of talent show-off ie karaoke in between the cds then left for cork at 2300 hrs. but not before we went wild with taking our picture outside the house, what a commotion!!! Felt the weekend just swiftly flew right in front of us. Although we stayed indoor most of the time except for the athletic 3, I enjoyed it very much. Well it would be much better if leia and honza could make it, wish that she had. So I’m sure I will get so much of this “mak datuk panjangnyer” or “ dia tulis takder comma or full stop macam bila dia cakap” later, anyway I just like to thank the academy for…..berangan ler tu, seriously thanks ariri and E for the great weekend and guys yg datang, really good company, and leia, sure we’re gonna plenty more event like these in the future.

Releksla brader!...or sister

Assalamualaikum
First of all kenapa ko tension sangat ni Lia releksla...I don't think in my post aku ade specifically blame sesape or ask for an explanation...And my intention is not to blame anyone....I was just bitching because I dont like things like this to happen and I dont want it to happen again. Aku baru nak melahirkan rasa tidak puas hati pon tak buleh ke? Kata blog ni buleh tulis ape2...Besides korang pun admit sendiri things like this selalu and aku slalu dengarla jugak although most of the time indirectly involved except this time jadi so takde orang nak bitch about it might be the time for someone to hightlight this problem. And to say that before ni ade org lambat la kensel la and use that as an excuse to do it again to me is not acceptable....I have to disagree with that although aku tau menda ni payah ni dibuang lagi2 org melayu....aku pun pernah buat tapi still one cannot make that as an excuse to do it again....
Besides yg patut tensionnya org2 yg datangla kot. Tak paham sekejap aku. Macam ni la try to put yourself in the shoes of the ppl who was there....so that anger tu aku letak kat dalam blog ni tu je....Im sure sesapa yg tak datang tu ade valid reasons (wallahua'lam). I just hope that this thing tak jadi lagi macam ni well kalau terjadi jugak jgnla dengan aku. So jgn tension2, marah2 (without no reason, macam aku ade reason takpe:P).
Well again this post bukan nak mengapi2kan ape yg terjadi semalam just hightlighting problem with our group : punctuality and reliability. Biasa2 pon mmg la takde ape menda2 ni tapi biasa2 ape pon kita buat setakat jumpa2 kat rumah, makan2....so lambat sejam? 2 jam? No big deal...but start from there pastu lambat jumpa kat coffee shop still no big deal sometimes unless time constraint.....Yesterday main bowling....kalau seronok main sorang2 dah lama aku main....yesterday's event kena ade org baru seronok....Im sure kalau ramai turnup mana2 satu dua yg tak datang tu will not be missed at all...tapi nak jadi cerita ramai plak tak datang...so jadila cerita...
Dahla aku harap takde org komen lagi pasal menda ni lepas ni....Hopefully tak jadi lagi...less likely kot nak jadi dah since Lia pon dah tak nak join dah....hehehehhehe...releksla Lia gurau aje...relekskan muscle leher ko tu jgn tegang sangat....tarik nafas....jumpa aku nanti jgnla buat tak tau aje atau jeling...aku report afiq kang aku hasut dia jgn pegi kat ko lagi baru tau...

this is too much for me. i don't even think it's my fault!! and to think the many times aku bengang nak mampos tunggu org, terpaksa kensel bende sbb plans r changed, etc, but i try not to BITCh abt it(until now). for one i didnt knw the plan was on, certainly as hell didnt know it was at 9!, two, i did tell paan i wasnt going coz by the time aku tahu it was 830pm and obviously aku tak ready, so yes, i DID tell someone i wasnt going. and i dont knw wht difference it made tht aku sorang takde. though i really want to apologise to agee. =<
pas ni aku taknak join ler apa2. not worth the abuse.

keyword - MISCOMMUNICATION!!!!!!!

well guys what can i say, to me this was a very minute tiny matter bak kata bondaku tersayang "tak jadi kudis pon"(tone makcik-makcik membebel). as much as i like to point my fingers to put the blame on certain people coz it is indeed excruciatingly fun it just occured to me that it just not worth it. this thing unfortunately happens all the time, does this make it right? definitely not, but in this small group of people we learn to forgive each other and ignore each other's vices ie punctuality issue, last minute change of hearts etc. i guess for some people who socialising all the time esp those bujang2 folks, this was not a big deal since it happened rather frequently however i totally understand where abe comes from with the anger and frustration. the poor cuddly guy was busting his ass in the past few weeks in preparation of his recent exam and it just natural this guy teruja nak socialising and looking forward to the fun that night. it didn't happen so i totally can see the reason behind his reaction, to make matter worse, it's hard to actually travel around with young kids luckily afiq was in such a good mood as always. my heart goes out to agee ler for minding aqilah tak leh buat apa might as well she stayed at home. the root for this problem is just miscommunication as with any relationship and friendship problems, considering we've been together and been doing a lots of activities together, event such as last night rarely happens so we practically in good shape, aren't we? bottomline is SHIT happens and despite our cutting edge mobile phones and cars, last night event was meant to happen, so what should we do? learn from our mistakes and evaluate ourselves aka muhasabah rather than blaming others and fail to recognize the real underlying issues. so guys let's kiss and make up umuah umuah!!!!!! apa-apa pun this should bring us much closer together since we only have each other in this foreign land, kalau kat malaysia pigi mampuih sama korang, hahahaha, nah just messing guys. see you this afternoon and u guys better be kissing and hugging ..........................

erk abei marah. ye mungkin aku bersalah gak le. tapi aku takde la rasa bersalah sgt, sbbnya aku tak sangka langsung bowling ni on. sbb sampai kul 8 tu senyap sunyi, so aku call la Syaz tanya nak buat apa malam ni. tup tup dia kata diorg tgh siap nak main bowling. eh? time tu aku plak terasa bengang sbb sapa pon tak cakap kat aku pukul berapa etc.(maybe tak make sense la aku bengang kat sini sbb boleh je aku yg angkat tepon awal2 tanya jadi ke tak, pukul berapa, bla bla..tapi aku pompuan i'm allowed to be unlogically sensitive). maybe aku tak rasa benda ni(bowling) serious2 akan jadi PERCISELY because sebab2 yg abei list tu. because we always CHANGE OUR PLANS, BE LATE or whatever. i HONESTLY didnt knw this bowling was ON sampai la pukul 8 bila call Syaz, n by the time aku dah buat plan lain (+ a little bit tawar hati nak gi). I'M SORRY GUYS!!!!
btw, mas n syaz tak gi ke?

eventful night 2

well guys....what can i say? nak tergelak gak aku baca blog yg abe tulis.aku pun kira bengang jugak.so kalau aku begang ,maknanye abe 20-30 kali ganda begang. anyway,thanks for the ayam kfc. abe meyesal jugak tak dtg mkn hehhehee.next time kalau ada apa2 aku nak dtg last skali lepas smua org dah dtg.yg paling aku kesian kat ajie le.dahle tak buat apa2 setakat pegang aqilah sambil tengok abe n uncle main snooker 4 i hour.kalau mcm tu baik dia duduk umah tido or tolong kak toh kemas beg ak balik mesia.at least aku dpt mkn ayam kfc. so ema memang tak rugi apa2 pun n tak yah le nak frust sbb tak dpt join sbb oncall.aku rasa kitaorg yg berada di tpt tersebut lagi tension.nak mengharapkan sorang lagi dtg lagile tension.aru nak mandi ..masa tu dah kul 10.45pm.apa harapan....ok guys thats all for now.drpd aku membebel lagi baik aku tengok desperate housewives.....see u guys in tralee

'Eventful' Night

Aku tulis blog ni pasal nak meluahkan rasa marah.Kenapa aku marah?Biasala dengan org2 Melayu ni kalau berjanji either tak tunaikan janji tu terus atau buat tak sepenuhnya. Aku pon rasa aku pernah gak buat macam tu tapi aku akan try avoid atau at least aku akan mintak maaf la kot. Dan rasanya jugak lama dah aku tak buat menda macam ni ie mungkir janji dan seangkatannya so justifyla kot aku nak marah ni.
Main bola kalau berjanji pukul 10am pukul 11am barula tercegat 4-5 muka.Tapi nak elaborate pasal bola dalam blog ni aku sorang je kot main bola so tak relevant.Dan ini membawa kita ke peristiwa malam ni.
Mulanya Uncle ajak aku sefamily main bowling malam ni. Ramaila jugak diajak dengar katanya.Janji pukul 9.Aku pon mengenangkan lama tak bersosial and tgh cuti plak tu pon terujala nak join. Aku mulanya 8.15pm tu tido pasal penat. Terpaksala bangun 9pm pasal dah janji. Sampai2 takde org.Well org adela tapi bukan member2 yg diharapkan.Tunggula aku ni ngan family aku. Nasib baikla si Afiq ni dah tido yelah nak prepare datang so takla cranky sangat. Dah dekat 45 minit aku tunggu sempatla main menda2 kat situ, Afiq pon khusyuk main steering kereta sampai tak nak kena angkat barula nampak Paan. Lepas tu munculla Uncle and family. Lepas tu ade la kot awek2 Irish datang. So dari berapa ramai yg diajak dalam 5 adult 2 infants datang. Tolak 2 org nak jaga each baby tinggal 3. Aku datang tu nak main snooker sebenarnya so tolak Uncle tinggal la Paan sorang2 nak main bowling.
Kalau nak membebel nak marah aku rasa tak cukup kot blog ni so aku make it simple. Lain kali nak ajak aku or family aku something please jangan ajak lagi kalau tak serious. Teringin pon jangan pasal nanti it will remind me of tonight's event. Aku tak kisah tapi aku kesiankan org2 yg ade anak dan anak2 tersebut. Agee duduk pegang anak dia tgk aku main snooker ngan Uncle for 1 hour. Sri plak nasib baik la ade org ajak dia (and Paan) mungkinla atas rasa bersalah datang ke rumah diaorg for supper. Asalnya nak pegi Tribes tapi I dont know/dont want to know what happened. It is probably convenient utk org2 bujang just like that decide nak pegi ke tak nak pergi. Even kalau yg dah pergi kalau dia bujang he/she can go somewhere else just like that tak payah pikir pasal anak nak tido ke. So please la kalau nak buat plan ngan org2 yg ade family at least follow up and dont just assume org tak nak pergi. Busuk2 pon bagitaula takleh pergi.Tak guna la ade Nokia ke Samsung ke 3G ke kalau setakat nak menayang.
Remember what comes around goes around. Mungkin korang tak paham kenapa aku membebel tapi one day when it happens to u then you'll know. So sorryla kalau aku anti-social. Events like this yg buat aku lagi jadi anti-social.